THIN...how i long to be this.... 40kg is too much....way too much... too heavy...too fat.... too ugly...to self absorbed....

how to weigh in less... what is my goal you ask? i myslef do not know.... today it is 38kg tomorrow it will probably will be less.... why can't i weigh less...? the ribs...the spaces between the thighs... the bones...the agony...the slothes that hang.... the look....
you know the look... the eyes...that show the pain, the agony, the torture that you have gone through just to reach the state you are in.....

the hunger....

the ode to pain...the ode to thinness....

i am a failure... i am fat... i am kelly and i am 40kg...