Thursday, October 26, 2006

anorexic mother


ANOREXIC MOTHER......

two words that shouldn't be used together... in my life they are never apart.... i am scared that the only legacy i will leave my son & daughter is one of insane thinness... a crazy mind that loses control... never in control...always alone.... always noisy.... always busy....

solitude...where is mine? i want some quite from my thoughts.... some time alone from myself.... is this even possible? to think it is, is in itself craziness.... i am the one person i can never be separate from... one in the same...me myself and i..... what happens when i hate myself and i?
i guess i am yet to find out.... what is to become of this trio.... if we stick around we might just know.....

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