Wednesday, October 25, 2006

fuck i am fat

yep that is me... fat fuck.....

mother of two...a fat 40kg waste of space..... how do i fix this... i do not know... i hate me at the moment... no sef control...eating ....... drinking... not excercising... i am soooo tired..... breastfeeding is taking it out of me..... weak fuck.... you should still be able to fast... why can't i do this... and still be a good mum... i am tired, hungry and angry..... i can't satisfy my mental needs and also satisfy my motherhood requirements..... how do i make them both work i do not know...... somebody help me..... make me thin...make me happy.....

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