Tuesday, October 31, 2006

pro anorexia...?

am i for anorexia...no
i wouldnt wish this disease on anyone... but alas i am tangled in its web.... struggling to see straight, battling the voices within.... fat fat fuck.....
i look down at my legs and all i see is fat... indulgence, sloth, stomach, arms, fingers are all fat.....scared to look anymore.... scared of what i am seeing in my daughter and son... so stressed that they are eating ok and putting on weight..... what is normal eating for a 3yr old????? i am soo confused and scared......
skye

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